#AND IT HAPENS ANYWAY

[kotikaleo]

Aautistic meltdowns

Autistic meltdowns are an involuntary response to sensory or emotional overload and overwhelm. This highly dysregulated state is not behavioral, but a physical manifestation of a neurobiological reaction. They can happen at any age and take from 20 minutes to few hours before the person is able to recover. It is not a temper tantrum, as it is not a manipulation tactic in response to not getting needs met, meltdowns are a physical manifestation of a neurobiological reaction and cries of distress.

[junkartie]

I think the most crushing autism experience is friends/romantic partners eventually figuring out youre masking bcz if you keep it up long enough its also off-putting & unnatural and then insisting you act like yourself- only to realize they in fact do not like your real self and make comments about how annoying/different youre acting all of a sudden. ❤️🧎‍♀️

[euclydya]

This guy . what's his deal.

[the-holy-ghosted]

john lynch. you agree. reblog (the same post billions of times 💖)

so fucjmgnf tru e

[veveisveryuncool]

"...where did we all go...?"

"...i will bring us back."

kirbytober day 13: drizzle/ancient (plus bonus spook for friday the thirteenth

[firebuug]

the stupid thing about anxiety that leans into straight up paranoia territory is that you can be weirdly paranoid and expectant of something terrible, worst case scenario ever to happen like, all the time, but since it's never happened to you you know it's unreasonable. but the moment one of the things you're crazy about actually happens, all those other extremely way more unreasonable things suddenly become plausible in your head by association, so now you're just on guard ALL the time. it's like throwing your anxiety a bone and because it was good that time and did a good job of preparing you for it now it's like ok! I will do this for everything else too and i will do a good job. but really it just needs to be put down

[beatriceportinari]

is it petty of me to be annoyed at those sasuke izuna parallel post abt eye stealing. itachi purposefully engineered that parallel to manipulate and scare sasuke that's why the 'parallels' are 1 chapter apart lol like i love to notice parallels that aren't there but this is the opposite of that somehow. this is a very obvious and also fake one anyway yippee eye horror on the dash at least

[louisarmpits]

I love learning hacks that are literally life changing

[gorillaxyz]

oh fuck*thinsk about murbat war aus

[wannaremember]

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[hero-dualies-3]

ok then. i guess we’re doing this then.

[winged-cries]

#he is a product of sexual coercion as much as incest by that lense but also#it ties together to him only having ruby when she states that it is wrong and they shouldn't (much like.. well) even though she tried#to make it better while having only her inside the body etc#it also brings a new notion to soulless sam predatory advances. he's free of that “at least make it right” and he finally gets that#sam wants to do it right but wrong is the only way he knows of#+ lucifer calling dean and john foster care at best goes around calling sam much more than “just wrong”. he's no one's son#he's a product of a deal between a dead demon in a dead guy's body and a dead mom he never met

yes, he would be a product of rape (extrapolating from the kiss to what it really means) and that ties with sam's transgressive desires. i think it would make a twisted kind of sense if sam and dean's first time was actually a sexual assault in s6. i know that would never actually happen in spn, but sam is sexually predatory while soulless and i think the sam/dean subtext is at its most obvious then. it would be the saddest possible outcome, and yet it would make a tragic kind of sense wouldn't it. the only way to "solve" the situation being by falling into the pattern of violence and coercion, which is not at all what sam would really want, but nonetheless is something the worst of him would crave - his desire for dean stripped of his love for him. and then considering the dean/john and sam/azazel subtext, it would put sam in the position of what he feared and despised the most, but also what deep down he always feared he would become.

i also think often about sam as a product of incest, in the sense that he is as much john's son as he is azazel's child

sam as a sort of death figure. his character is defined by his transgressive appetite.

and sam's appetite for demon blood is directly associated with transgressive sexuality (having sex with a demon). and there's an incestuous subtext to that as well (ruby calling sam "sammy" and purposefully acting like dean to manipulate him into doing what she wants, as well as the way blood drinking is framed as a sort of parody of a mother breastfeeding her son).

[4giorno]

i told you WHAT DID I FUCKING TELL YOU OH MY GOD I LITERALLY TOLD YOUUUUUU

[polarisjisung]

LOVE ON THE COURT | 15 WIN HER BACK

SYNOPSIS | every college student has their struggles, but raising her younger brother has Y/N top of the list, struggling her way through college whilst balancing her academics and basketball captaincy is difficult no doubt and with Jaemin, her ex best friend and captain of the guys basketball team, and his growing one sided hatred towards her, it doesn't seem to be getting any easier

WARNINGS | kys/kms jokes, sexual innuendos, swearing

NOTES | no I didn't accidentally post this two hours ago and then delete it... you saw nothing ❌️... anyways I wonder what hapenned 😨

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[skrunksthatwunk]

im kinda losing my shit here guys

enemy❓

just found the most beautiful scanlation of berserk

[dansformations]

"Influencing influencers"

Im Byron, im kinda popular on the media, wouldnt call myself an influencer but at least an small celebrity for certain people: gay guys. Im popular between gay guys.

Then there is this guy, Tod, he do Is an influencer, another gay guy pretty popular, and we have done some colaboration videos, thanks to this i got a bit of highlights recently, getting more followers, but just some days ago Tod posted something off, at least for his usual:

Fart jokes? Superhero referentes? Both together!? Really weird if you ask me to. The situation got weirder when a lot of popular guys from the "gymbro side" of the media started comenting, celebrating his video... And he wrote back, in the weirder way posible:

"@markobroskii: Sick Bro! Superman Is next

@Tody_yourguy: Aded to the list broski!"

Didnt tought too much about It until he post a video that made my jaw drop:

He wasnt just wearing clothes that didnt match his usual but he was in the lingerie zone playing with the undies, saying he was making the zone 'More enjoyable to the View"

That sell the deal. I send his a message and went to his place to check on him.

In the way to his place i saw his @ on media changing to @Tod_thebro.

Wtf!?

When arrived, i notice diferences since he open the door, he stank!

- Jesus! Tod, thats your smell!?

- Yeah, some bro scent, go ahead bro, take a sit - he said With a voice that sounded diferent, he was talking with this "Frat Bro" acent we used to laugh about.

His apartament was now a mess, full of empty - and not so empty - pizza boxes, empty beer cans, dirty clothes, and sticky looking socks... He offer me a beer from a brand i didnt knew, but i'm not really a drinker so maybe thats why. I took it just to be polite, took some sips... Wasnt that bad.

Tried to find the cleanest place and thats where i sat.

- Sup bro, what did you wanna talk about?

- Well... About this... - I said looking around -Whats happening? First that gross fart video - I saw him chuckle when i mentioned that - then that also gross video on the lingerie store and Now... Look at your apartament, what hapened?

- I woke up bro - thats his only answer.

- Huh?

- I realice that gay life wasnt right for me

- What the fuck you- he interupt me

- Going to the gym, no worries about skin care routine - he keep talking - no worries even about showers, not washing my butt every-time-i-have-a-date - he said that words sounding indeed really sick of it- or not washing my butt at all, no using it for please other guys, just using it for this:

After saying that he lifted a leg and rip a long, smelly and loud fart

PRRRRRRFFFFFFFTTTFFFF the fart resonated for all the place, stinking everything, i had to cover my nose inmediatly, which make Tod laugh.

- Tod, theres no way to go straight, u have always been against that believe!

- Used to, but theres way, and you Will UAAARP agree soon

- What do you mean? - i said confused, and a bit of worried

- See, my awaking start when i had the first can of a beer from this weird brand a hot masc guy gave me, that same beer you are drinking now

Oh fuck.

- Oh n-OOUUUURRRRRP

- It's already starting, bro

- Theres no way, uh-PRRRRRRFFTTTFFFF

Tod was smiling with and almost evil smile, chugged a can of beer, belched and said: Cheers bro.

While here, I was burping non-stop, feeling my brain a bit foggy... Why I was worried about?

...

@ morningboy💕:

Oh!, Byron finally posted something, and it looks like a colab with Tod! Maybe he make him come back to his senses, all his 'turning straight' story really afect to the community.

Anyways lets see the video...

Ok, that outfit was a choice, Byron - I tough

Keep watching.

Oh... Oh no, is Byron having a fart contest with Todd!?

This feels wrong... Wait! Why his user just changed to @Byb-ronski...